Diary Trajedi Operation II

Wah baru buat posting on diary operation I banyak pulak orang email nak tahu crita selanjut nya...ok mari kita seberapa pantas continue...

Selepas berjumpa dgn doc goh..Mr stomach stay in stabil condition...x muntah dah..tapi cirit...tapi x apa...better dari muntah...anyway doc said its ok ..sbb nak kuarkan all the gasy2 dlm Mr stomach...at least kalo cirit tue makanan berjaya laa jugak survive dalam badan.. ada laa zat2 jadi isi daging aku..

14/11/09-15/11/09 (Sat & Sun)
Its my 3rd escape...third ho-holiday of 2009...genting here we comes...
the best part is..its our get away day..family day...its the event each and everyone wait for..it our dearest A.D.A.M Z.AF.F.R.I Big bay~happy 1st year sayang~.....wah nanti buat edisi khas birthday adam ok...i have so much fun until terlupa peerrot ku sakit..haha mana ada..peerroot sakit laa..masih diserang cirit birit..masih bangun every 2 hours..but OK laa sbb x muntah..tapi cirit..

16/11/2009 ( Monday)

Tak berapa ingat apa yang telah terjadi pada hari ni..ohho saya ikan dory laa..i have problem with memory...tapi rasernyer i had dinner dgn ayin & hafiz...not in the mood nak makan..minum susu tapi muntah after 10 minutes...bersungguh2 hafiz paksa makan....bukan tak nak makan tapi mmg serious tak larat nak memuntahkan semua balik...maaf bukan degil tau..tapi tapi cik alya makan jugak waffel ayin kan...

Ksian hafiz risau sbb plan malam tue nak balik sekali tapi tak berkesempatan...aku blk dulu sbb tak tahan sakit kepala dan risau in case pitam tengah jalan..

17/11/2009 ( selasa)

Bangun awal ari ni..dan tak tau mengapa terasa nak pakai baju kurung pahang yang sangat sweet...suka sangat sbb ada manik2 emas...memang sangat awal sampai di office..seawal 7.15 am..ohho lupa nak bilang..sebenarnyer smalam masih bangun every 2 hours but this time its back to normal..bangun awal sbb M.U.N.T.A.H each 2 hours...

sampai jer KLCC trus sms hafiz ajak breakfast...bagusnya sudah ada teman utk teman breafast sekrang ;)....ooho i had C.O.F.F.E.E that morning...ohho gosh i am not suppose to drink coffee..cofee is H.A.R.A.M for me....penat jer doc goh membebel ari jumaat lepas...Ok sekarang alya benar2 patut kena lesing..D.E.G.I.L ini perempuan...

masuk office..On PC..alamak! bbbbbbbuuwweeek muntahan pertama ...dan seterusnyer sehingga tiga kali in row...pusing belakang dan bilang sama nik..Nik aku muntah..nik aku nak MC...sian nik kena layan jer orang depan dgn isu2 hari2 yg buhsan yakni..sana sini sakit P.E.R..R.O.O.T...windu x nik seminggu x ada org depan pusing belakang..haha sure ko A.M.A.N kan

Then, i told XXX nak balik...i MC ari ini...sesuka hati btul laa budak ni..XXX terkejut dan buat muka kerek..who cares?..nak blk jugak..tapi XXX redha jer ada org mcm ni yg dia kena handle..hahaha..i text doc goh ckp nak buat teropong hari ni dan tanya bila dia free...nampak aku benar2 cant take it benda ni lagi...cpat jugak dr goh reply..details gitu..siap bagi options teropong hari ni kat TTDI Appollo kul 4 pm or tommorrow morning 9.30 am at Damai...wah details gitu..i choose TTDI!!!..adehs tak daya aku nak nunggu esk kat damai..mau bye2 aku karang...

9.30 am aku bagi keje2 yg patut kat staff..aku blah blk..pening2 lalat jugak aku drive..alhamdulilah sampai kat umah..sampai umah..masuk bilik...bbuuuuwwwwweeek L.A.G.I..adehs..tabah jer laa..then i am off to bed...

at 3pm ayah drive me to TTDI..haha masa ni perrot dah tak sakit..tertiba rasa mungkin kah ..aku benar2 S.T.R.E.S.S O.U.T...sbb lately susah nak tido..sakit kepala..sakit perrot x yah citer laa...adeh stress kah aku?...susah nak admit ni...then bila dah tdo macam baby A.D.A.M baik pulak perrot..seriously C.O.N.F.U.S.E...

Ok sampai hospital..masa ni hujan so decide suruh mak blk laa.x pun mak gi lepak2 umah mak lang..alah dah sampai TTDI ni call jer sesapa angkut sat gi..hehe dalam hati siap ko jeff!!..

mula2 gi register..mak aii ..kena bayar rm 1000 deposit...mana aku ada..aku ada RM 200 kat purse ni...credit card? x bw..maklum ler skrang YES so kena tggalkan kat umah..bahaya terlebih shopping nanti...hehe...seperti biasa negotiation is my E.X.P.E.R.T.I.S.E..aku berjaya bg deposit RM 200 balance nanti bilang sama mak suruh bawa...

then aku follow nurse utk siap sedia sesi teropong...tukar baju..baring atas katil kegemaran H.A.K M.I.L.I.K K.E.R.A.J.A.A.N M.A.L.A.Y.S.I.A...then 5 minutes later..my handsome Dr goh sampai..

ok ok today he wear blue tie..haha..no more red tie...then doc pun check perrot..bukan terus buat endoscopy tau...wajib laa kena touching Mr stomach dulu tau....tgk bagus doc ni..bukan macam doc kat situ....ahaks!..ntah kenapa doc goh trus nak check kat my previous operation appendix..bila dia tekan kat hujung bekas operation tue...mak aiiii sakit nyer......he tekan2 lagi..ohho dr goh tekan peerrot dgn penuh kasih sayang...S.A.H!!! ada adhesion kat luka lama

so so kena buat OPERATION!! aku speechless...

SSSsssHHHhhh: tggu aku update Diary Second Operation III....maaf panjang giler

The One of One ~i Will Miss You~

Tiada kata yang dapat melafazkan betapa terkejutnya saya dengan perkhabaran itu..awak kenapa awak selalu buat macam ni..kenapa awak selalu buat surprise macam ni..

i wish you good luck and all the best...semoga yang terbaik berada bersama awak..sbb awak kawan yang sangat baik utk saya..

I know 2009 is going to end soon..and this is not so good year to you... but remember that one fine day in 2009... it was a very good day to me so do i hope to you....sbb awak kenal saya, dan saya kenal awak..

saya doakan ketenangan & kejayaan buat awak...jangan lupa selalu YM and email tau!..read my blog and i read yours is compulsory tau!!!!

Semoga awak temui apa yang awak cari dan impikan...

Robert Miles One & One......

The sky isn't always blue...
The sun doesn't always shine...
It's alright to fall apart sometimes...

I am not always you...
And you are not always mine...
It's alright to fall apart sometimes...

After all is said and done...
One and one still is one...
When we cry, when we laugh..
I am half, you are half...

The heart isn't always true...
And I am not always fine...
We all have an angry heart... sometimes...

After all is said and done...

One and one still is one...

When we cry, when we laugh..

I am half, you are half...

Look how far we have come...
One and one still is...
One (one moon)...
One star (one star)...

I love the one we are...
One thread (one thread)...
One line (one line)...

Let's stand still in time..
One moon (one moon)...
One star (one star)...

I love the one we are...
One thread (one thread)...
One line (one line)...
That runs through our lives...

Look how far we have come
One and one still is one ah
Oo......

~you can always rely on me as you always said~

~mengenali awak adalah anugerah terindah buat saya~

SSShhhHHHsss: saya doakan hanya yang terbaik untuk awak....dari hati yang jujur ikhlas sapa jua awak dimata orang lain...pada saya cukup laa saya tah awak sahabat saya yang baik...

Diary Tragedi Second Operation

Actually nak upload diary Second Operation ni pagi tadi but after pekena roti bakar and milo..perrot meragam pulak..maybe sbb makan roti kot...

ya ya benar saya mmg sudah insaf..so saya akan makan bubur selama seminggu...sbb doc goh pun sudah marah saya..saya x mau orang2 yang sayang alya marah alya dan buat mereka susah hati...sbb alya pun sayang mereka..

Ok tanpa membebel banyak mari tgk diary bagaimana operation ke-2 ni blh terjadi...take note it is an EMERGENCY..alep you should ready this...kawan baik selamanya ya!!

Khamis (5/11/09)

-minggu hectic bagi alya...datang office awal dan pulang lewat malam..maka makan pun jadi tak tentu...mmg pada masa ni dah ada tanda gastrik bakal melanda seperti tsunami...

Jumaat (6/11/09)

-finally, aku tumbang..aku rapuh..dalam erti kata lain aku flat...aku tak blh bangun..aku jatuh dalam bilik mandi...aku sedar2 kat katil mak..then aku try call jeff..but he did not pick up my call..so..merangkak ler aku ker bilik..

- about 9.30am my phone rings and guess who is calling cik alya..my XXX..haha aku lupa bilang sama dia aku nggak ada di opis..cakap pun mamai2 (serious aku rasa macam half death jer)...i told XXX i am not coming to office and not sure of my sickness..i told XXX that my head berat nak mati and my stomach uneasy...So XXX interpret she on medical leave...

- I call sheila versi terdesak minta her fetch me at home sbb i cant drive to the clinic..pusing2 kepalaku..thanks sheila....

-Disahkan oleh Doc di klinik sbgai symstom S.T.R.E.S.S...damn!..but i admit it..sbb lately ni mmg stress...maklum ler baru kehilangan seorg BFF...pastue jadi P.A.N.I.C bila nak critakan masalah2 keje kat orang...takut jadi mcm kes BFF...saya akan mudah stress bila x blh nak bercerita...

Seminggu selepas trajedi sakit perrot.........

(keadaan masih x pulih tapi tetap tabah..maybe sebab depend on ubat tahan sakit, ubat cirit dan ubat muntah so still put a smile on my face)

Khamis (12/11/09)

-Keadaan sangat kronik..wat ever come in akan kuar bersembur blk..kalo minum liquid etc susu, nestum mesti less than 10 min muntah blk..kalo makan solid food...after 2 hours akan mengalami sakit kepala yang teramat versi kepala nak tercabut..lpas gi toilet dan muntahkan semua..baru laaaa L.E.G.A...

-Perrot x sakit... tapi perasaan nak muntah itu..tapi memang x daya..sbb asal makan jer mesti muntah...penat...dan jadi tak bertenaga

-Actually masalah makan muntah ni dah berlaku sejak minggu lepas just that bukan ler every meal makan then muntah mcm skrang..huhu...

-Antara org yg menjadi mangsa complaint alya...nik!!!!..asyik2 aku pusing blakang ckp " nik sakit perrot..nik muntah lagi..nik rasa macam nak MC tapi karang keje ni sapa nak buat...sowie nik...alya si senget...

-Sehari sebelum, dah buat appoinment kat hospital fav ayah(bukan damai sbb damai fav alya) utk buat full medical check up...sbb selalu jugak rasa sesak nafas..risau2..

Friday (13/11/09)

- I am on leave...for medical check up..ohho tidak...malam semalam asyik bangun every 2 hours utk muntah..penat & lembik diriku...so decide to go to Damai...

-Anyway patut hari ni plan nak ambik EL sbb we all satu family nak celebrate birthday adam Zaffri!!! adam you are 1 year old saaaaaaaayyyyyaaaanggggg...sbb last week MC kalo ambik cuti this week takut boss x approve jadi plan ambik aje EL...lagipun cik alya jarang2 ambik EL..cutinya semua di rancang..

-Pagi2 kul 10pg, ayah antar gi damai,mmg niat nak jumpa Dr goh tadi sbb Dr goh surgeon so better jumpa physician dulu...

-EEeeeeeuuwww physician kat sini teruk..membebel banyak..x check tapi bg ubat banyak2..the worse part HE PUNCH MY STOMACH YG TENGAH SAKIT GILER..

-Biasalah kalo orang buat statement salah on Me..wajib lawan2 abis2an..sapa kesah ko Doc..doc pun boleh buat silap laa...

-Instead of menerima saja tomahan x berasas doc tue..i insist him to refer me to dr goh..dia malas..masa nak ambik ubat i ask the nurse to make appoinment with dr goh..ohho too bad dr goh is a visiting doc at Damai...

-nurse tue x berjaya buat appoinment..whats next???

- alya call Dr goh by herself ( so alya kan..degil dan determination x boleh blah)

-Dr goh kata dia ada kat Klang dan suruh jumpa Dr Anis kat Damai..ohho x maaaaaaaaaau!!!

- i told him that i want to see him,its ok i will ask ayah to drive me to Klang...betapa serious nyer aku nak jumpa Dr goh.

-dgn tenang dr goh suruh aku pegi Apollo TTDI coz its near to my house..ok set to jumpa him at 4pm..padahal aku bukan tau pun Apollo TTDI tue kat mana..tapi dgn confident i told him please sms me the hospital name..i will check kat GPS..hahaha ada reti ker cik alya wei..

-tapi dr goh mmg bagus..dia bg nama hospital skali dgn alamat...that's why i like you....

-so at 4 pm jumpa him..dia check perrot check tempat gastrik..ouucchh sakitt teramat..tekan2 lagi..erhm rasernyer ada ulcer..sbb dia doc yg bagus he also check on my previous appendix operation...tapi tak sakit..oppss x sakit langsung..

-Dr goh bagi ubat & of coz some good advise..dia pesan kalo masih x OK mungkin kena teropong perrot..but he said need no worries sbb bukan masalah kat tempat operation appendix..kalo kat operation appendix takut da adhession...

SSShhhHHHsss: entry ni panjang sangat..nanti korang buhsan..kita buat diary episod II ok!

Admitted A.G.A.I.N!!!!

I am blogging from Apollo TTDI Medical Centre from level 2 F2 wad...maaf buat semua org cuak dgn msg alya.... to those who get that special msg do you know that you are special to me because just after i know i have to undergo an operation i send that msg...i was hoping strength from you..thanks for replying my msg...

ada jugak yang marah sbb bagi tau lambat..maaf alep tak berniat nak buat mcm tue kat ko...incase you read this entry....hope its explain everything..anyway alep ko mmg kawan yang baik....its a gift to me to know someone like you...

seriously i wasnt plan to be operated soon..tuesday evening appointment with dr goh was actually to do endoscopy jer..end up after further check up versi touching2 Mr stomach doc goh suspect its was not ulcer but there are something wrong with my previous appendix operation...usus melekat dgn bekas jahitan appendix dulu..he proceed to do ultrasound (haha org mengandung guna nak tgk baby tapi doc cr bekas appendix dulu)...ada mcm versi cari treasure hunt...paling sweet masa doc goh check Mr stomach dgn mesin ultra sound tue sbuk dia explain itu dan ini...otot ni yg putih ni usus..this is your appendix...aku slumber jer jawab..doc alya tak tau..yg alya tau perrot sakit teramat..sioout kan aku..

jgn salahkan doc goh..he is a good surgeon...thats why i still cari doc goh bila masalah stomach kali ini....it was me who x berpantang ..hari ke-3 operation balun yellow cab..then jalan2 shopping ..then panjat pokok..then pegi opis...angkat file2 cement sampai kencing pun berdarah..now rasakan akibatnyer..operation kedua mmg sangat sakit...rasa mcm org lahirkan baby pulak...

and again instead given all people who lurve alya so much with heart attack...i give them surprise..sure ramai impress macam mana aku boleh pilih Apollo TTDI Medical Centre as tempat aku 5 hari 4 malam..haha..akukan road tapi hebat giler..pilih hospital yang org x tau langsung...kalah org yg ada otak GPS..hahhha..that's alya creative and full of surprise..

Here goes the explainatian..i choose DR GOH JIN CHEONG not the HOSPITAL....i have Dr goh hp no and still keep close contact with him sbb after my appendic operation i ada complication with my stomach so mmg kadang2 ada sms and call him...so sakit peerrot ni yg teramat ler sangat i want his further check up..so thats why sampai ler daku ker TTDI...

~~Ni en dino yg masih menjadi peneman tdo saya kat sepital~
cik alya masih tetap org visit dia....

~this is the treasure hunt masa operation on 28/05/09 which on my birthday~

for this operation......TTTTuuuunnGGGGuuu ..gambar x blh upload due to cabel tiada..

SSSsssHHHhhh: dia sungguh x peduli saya masuk hospital..msg x antar..sms pun tak..apatah lagi call..paut ker saya berkawan dgn org macam ni? sheila,sanggup org tue ilang kawan just nak tggi kan ego..aku dah dmitted dan operate dia buat bodoh jer..blh tak aku ckp yg dia tue x ada perasaan...

GO GO GO CIK SEMOT...NEVER GIVE UP

Someone send me this emel...Thank you Zhafri for sharing this wonderful emel...

I cried twice this week...i cry loud in toilet but no one know about it..baik punya cover..big gurl dont cry tough time will go..only the tough will survive...but then, i am still manusia yg lemah...dan aku tewas dgn dugaan ini..menangis itu tanda kalah tanda lemah ker...ohho tidak..kadang2 sampai satu tahap kita just cant take it..dan kita tak tau macam mana nak crita masalah kita kat orang...

bukan semua org adalah pendengar yang baik..bukan semua org ada masa nak dengar masalah org lain..sbb dia pun ada masalah dia sendiri..lagi satu kalo kita sbuk2 crita masalah kita ada pulak yg freak out..then trus x mau kawan dgn kita..kalo mcm tue ok lagi...kalo kes yang kita crita pasal kita then dia terima jer..last2 kita dengar dia bagi tau org lain kita ni sungguh ler depressed..sungguh annoying dgn crita2 yang ntah apa2..dan masalah2nyer..bila org crita dia mcm sungguh2 nak dengar...ohho i hate this kind of people...ckp belakang...jangan pernah mengaku awak kawan saya kalo ckp di belakang....

ok ok..emotional lah pulak...jom baru kita sama2 motivate kita!!!!!

Jika kita tertiba rasa putus asa..kita raser kecewa..tolong ingat kata2 ini...

~WHEN THERE'S A WILL,THERE'S A WAY..TRUST ME~
Only suddenly there is problem, you are stuck in tne middle...no way to return...no one to help...plus someone told you there are nothing you can do to fix thing...

~take a breath...think positive..look around~

~then only you start to see doors of opportunity~
rationally considering all options

Have a faith ..believe on it!
Then, GO for IT

BUT for sure..things wont be that easy...you might have to go thru some trial & hustle....BUT never give up...thats part and parcel of it..Believe that Allah will help you...use what he had give you

Be Creative!!!

SEE...At the end you succeed!!Thats show they are wrong...

but yet...still challenge are everywhere..but stay focus..trust yourself...you will make it true..

Always Remember...

When there is a will, there is a way....

SSSSsssHHHhhh: update at 10.43 pm @ Apollo TTDI Medical Centre 13/11/09